~ Message? ~

I'm really tired right now because I had a fitful sleep last night. I have extremely vivid dreams, whether or not they're good or bad. Often, both nightmares and good dreams leave me equally tired out because they are so detailed and intense. Anyways, had a nightmare last night that I was being agressively pursued by a cult that was trying to "recruit me". They sent me money when I was in deep financial need...money I had prayed for. It was a lot too...at first I was thankful, before I knew the source. I tried to give it back...Not delving into details, I basically couldn't escape them because they practiced divination, and even if I joined the witness protection program, they would still know where I was at all times.

I woke up with an erie feeling. Lots of my dreams have very specific messages. I can't figure out if this was information processing, but I just feel that it wasn't. I don't know whether or not God was trying to point out to me the spiritual battles being fought, invisible and unseen all around me. Or perhaps the dream is a warning of hard trials to come. What kind of trials? Financial? Testing of integrity? Something more?

I guess I take it kind of seriously because in the past week, I have been hearing more heartbreaking stories about cancer all at once than any other time in my life...and it's not just me! And least four of my friends have off-handedly made a comment that they each know three people who have either died or just been diagnosed with cancer within the last week.

I guess all I can do is pray...for the message...and for those lives ravaged by cancer. To all of you reading who have been recently touched by the effects of cancer around you, I am praying for you!

Continually decifering...
MJ